So often when it comes to dating and looking for a future spouse, the focus is on finding the “one person who was made for me.” I’ve even heard speakers talk about developing a list of qualities you are looking for in a future spouse and stick to the list. That is really not that bad of an idea (depending on how picky your list is). I actually had a list but the thought occurred to me, “what if I found someone who fit my list, but I didn’t fit theirs?”
At the time I was being challenged to discover Biblical manhood and womanhood. It also helped that near the same time I overheard a girl at one of the local colleges talk about her list. After hearing her list and evaluating her lifestyle I thought, “there is no way that someone who matched that list would marry her.” She was just dreaming because her lifestyle wouldn’t attract the guy on her list. She would either have to change or change her list.
Such thoughts had caused me to come to some serious introspection and I decided to take some time away from the dating scene (because of my failure to come more introspection before dating, I had proven myself a dismal failure as a boyfriend in a relationship throughout college). I didn’t want to come to the table looking for Mrs. Right and not be Mr. Right. It was evident there were things that had to change in me. I was looking for needs to be met by a girlfriend or future spouse that were meant to only be met in God.
I was unable to obtain Mrs. Right’s list (I didn’t know God would be so kind as to let me marry Avia) and I thought it was a little arbitrary to blindly make a list of qualities in myself that I needed to submit before God. So I simply asked God for guidance. In his kindness I was able to rediscover the books of I Timothy and Titus. I began to use these books as guides to understanding how to become a godly young man. I also began searching out role models in my life. Men of character and wisdom who would be wise guides and would give me honest feedback about things I needed to submit before God.
In the midst of this I discovered that one of the qualities of leadership is to be a one woman man (I Timothy 3:1, Titus 1:6). God broke my heart of the disillusionment that I had been keeping this standard because I wasn’t married. Though I wasn’t even dating at the time, I was putting on pretense in the form of flirtation that lead several young women to think I was interested in them. Though I was single and not in any type of defined relationship, my failure to clearly define my friendships and my willingness to lead others on was evidence that I was not a one woman man (part of me loved the attention). The details about what God worked in me and how it came about probably deserve its own post at a later time. I only bring it up only now because I see many young single men (and women for that matter) who like I did are casting nets of wide spread flirtation in search of someone rather than baiting the hook with godliness.
- Choosing to Date Differently (introduction)
- What I saw at Picklefish changed my life
- 21 Days of Bond(ing)
- Grandpa’s Secret Strategy for Successful Dating: and Why it Worked
- Why Asking Her Dad Was Easy