
Today is special in two ways. It See you At the Pole. God did a work in my heart 14 years ago and one of my earliest blog posts was about that event. You can find that post here. Also it is the five year anniversary since my open heart surgery. You can find a post about my thoughts and a letter I wrote to my kids here. Needless to say, I’m full of praise today and I’m excited to see what the Lord does through this next generation.
Immediately He made His disciples get into the boat and go before Him to the other side, to Bethsaida, while He sent the multitude away. 46 And when He had sent them away, He departed to the mountain to pray. 47 Now when evening came, the boat was in the middle of the sea; and He [was] alone on the land. 48 Then He saw them straining at rowing, for the wind was against them. Now about the fourth watch of the night He came to them, walking on the sea, and would have passed them by. 49 And when they saw Him walking on the sea, they supposed it was a ghost, and cried out; 50 for they all saw Him and were troubled. But immediately He talked with them and said to them, “Be of good cheer! It is I; do not be afraid.” 51 Then He went up into the boat to them, and the wind ceased. And they were greatly amazed in themselves beyond measure, and marveled. 52 For they had not understood about the loaves, because their heart was hardened. 53 When they had crossed over, they came to the land of Gennesaret and anchored there. 54 And when they came out of the boat, immediately the people recognized Him, 55 ran through that whole surrounding region, and began to carry about on beds those who were sick to wherever they heard He was. 56 Wherever He entered, into villages, cities, or the country, they laid the sick in the marketplaces, and begged Him that they might just touch the hem of His garment. And as many as touched Him were made well.
– Mark 6:45-56 (NKJV)
Jesus had just fed the multitude with a few loaves and fishes. The disciples had learned about life in a busy season. The takeaway seemed to be, “when you are spent, take what little you have and put it in the hands of Jesus.” Now he makes the disciples get in a boat and he send them on while he himself goes to the mountain to spend time in prayer.
Everything seems fine, but then a storm must have arisen given the disciples trouble in rowing across the lake. The wind is against them and they should have been to shore by now. So when Jesus walks out on the water, they are scared! They don’t expect him to show up in their moment of need (but it seems like that is the lesson they just learned with the loaves… that when we can’t do something about the situation, Jesus can.)
The gospel writer Mark seems to indicate that they should have expected Jesus to do something like this and not been so afraid or marveled so much, but they did because the lesson they had just learned with the loaves didn’t sink in to their heart level yet. Their hearts had been hard! They saw Jesus multiply fish and bread. They heard him pray and tear the pieces. They felt the substance of the food as they passed it out. They smelt the food as the leftovers were being gathered. They themselves tasted and were full. They witnessed Jesus do the impossible with ALL of their senses and yet, it hadn’t sunk into their hearts just who he was and so they cried out in fear when they saw him in the dark on the lake. They didn’t know that He was doing something normal for him. The moments we feel our need for him are the moments we realize that he has been there for us all along.
Perhaps there was another message here. Jesus multiplying the bread was like God providing manna for the nation of Israel while they were traveling to the promised land. His use of the water to walk to them was similar enough to God speaking to Moses to part the Red Sea. It should have been donning on them that one greater than Moses was here! We could give the disciples a hard time, but in reality. Aren’t we just like that. Doesn’t it take a while for the grace of God to sink into our hearts. We are slow to perceive who Jesus really is and slow to fully put our trust in him.
Father, We love you and want to grow in knowledge of you and your word. Thank you for being patient with us. We are often slow learners. Thank you for grace that meets us in the middle of the storm, calms our fears, and leads us to see even greater things. Please guide us in your will and direction for us. In Jesus Name, Amen.