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Revive Us (John 15:4 / Psalm 80 Daily Devotional)

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Revival, above everything else, is a glorification of the Lord Jesus Christ, the Son of God. It is the restoration of him to the centre of the life of the Church.

David Martyn Lloyd-Jones

 “Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in Me.

John 15:4 (also Read Psalm 80)

We have a few trees and plants in our yard that have run wild. When we moved in we didn’t know anything about them nor about how to care for them. They have had a few years to run in their own direction. They were a mess with branches running every which way, bugs, and blight. Our trees and plants needed some sort of revival. Leaving them to themselves didn’t provide an abundant carefree existence. It caused them to become eye sores, sickly, and overgrown. The sort of revival these trees/plants needed wouldn’t happen unless someone stepped in to care for them.

A few years ago I did a little research on our trees/ plants, bought a few sharp instruments for cutting, and watched a few pruning masters at work. I stepped in and applied my newfound skills on our trees and soon enough they all came roaring back to life in all the right places. (It was interesting to note that at first it looked like I had killed the trees because they were in such a drastic need of pruning, but later in the spring/ summer they all came to full blossom/fruit!)

In the same way, the nation of Israel needed revival. It had run too long in its own direction! They need the Lord to step in if they were to ever flourish again. In Psalm 80, Asaph calls out to God to send a man who will be that instrument of flourishing. One whom God will use to revive dying people and bring them back to a place of brilliance and worship.

We know that the Son of Man (Psalm 80:17) is Jesus! He is the only one who can bring flourishing back to floundering souls. He is the only one who can restore the hope of a broken-down nation. He is the only one who can cause hope to shine in the darkest of nights. He reminded us that He is the Vine and we are the branched, apart from Him we can do nothing (John 15:4)! 

Have you run too long in your own direction? Find yourself in need of revival? Come to Jesus today and ask him for revival in your life! Invite him to prune the things that distract you from following Him (Hebrews 12:1), immerse yourself in His word (Psalm 1:2-3), and draw near to God (James 4:8). Go back and do the things you did when you first fell in love with Jesus (Revelation 2:5).

Father, Your word is true and good. How simple and profound is this word today. All my living comes from you, apart from you I can do nothing. When left to my own will I’ll run all over the place but won’t produce fruit. I know I need to remain in you and your word in me so that I might reach my full potential. You have free reign in my life today. Please remove the things in my life that keep me from knowing and loving you. Help me to grow in my relationship with you and be nourished in you today.  In Jesus Name, Amen.

When Did Church Become About You and Your Preferences? (Revelation 2:4-5)

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We are never nearer Christ than when we find ourselves lost in a holy amazement at His unspeakable love. – John Owen

Nevertheless I have [this] against you, that you have left your first love. “Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent and do the first works, or else I will come to you quickly and remove your lampstand from its place–unless you repent.

Revelation 2:4-5, NKJV

I don’t think that anything is sadder than when two people who used to be so in love can’t seem to agree on anything anymore. I’ve worked with people to save their marriages. I’ve been on my face before God praying for couples who couldn’t seem to make things work out. I’ve interviewed numerous husbands and wives who seem like they aren’t “in love” anymore. It’s heartbreaking.

A common thread that runs through couples in this condition is simply this. They stopped worrying about what would make their spouse happy and started complaining that their spouse seldom did anything to make them happy. They had stopped delighting in delighting their spouse.

How sad is this commentary on a prestigious first-century church? Ephesus had been a hotbed of activity. The church had turned the city upside down. The first converts burned all their magic books, the silversmith idol trade was about to collapse, and the gospel was going out to the surrounding countryside! This church boasted that it had the Apostle Paul as a pastor, and later his young protege, Timothy. They also possibly had the Apostle Peter as a pastor for a while, and then of course the Apostle John. This church seemed to have it all. Their doctrine was in order… but their heart wasn’t.

Before we are too hard on the church at Ephesus, we have to note that many churches today have left their first love. They have forgotten what it is to serve Jesus and so they end up serving themselves. They turn on each other and split hairs over meeting times, what to wear to church, music preferences, the version of the bible to read, and even decorations… When a church loses sight of loving and serving Jesus it won’t be long before it’s in decline.

Churches are made up of people. When a whole church heads this way it’s often not the work of one individual. This lack of fervor/ love is noted by the lack of desire to do the things that a church in love with Jesus does. If we want to see revival, we must examine our own hearts. “Dear Jesus, have I let my love of you grow cold? Am I more worried about my will that I’ve stopped looking for your will? Am I more interested in complaining than coming to you?” Let’s examine our hearts today. We don’t want to be those who have all the right things but harbor the wrong loves.

Father, Your word is true and good. I am grateful for how you love me. I am grateful for all the influences you have placed in my life. I am blessed to have so many resources and people to help me understand and apply your word. These study bibles, devotionals, sermons, and podcasts are all helpful in getting to know you, but help me not to lose sight of you in all the fray of things. Let my heart and motives always be pure. Let my heart be satisfied in you alone today. May you be glorified in my life. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Readers are Leaders: Where to Start (Saturday Edition)

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It cannot be that the people should grow in grace, unless they give themselves to reading. A reading people will always be a knowing people. A people who talk much will know little. – John Wesley

On Saturdays, I’m going to do something a little different. I’ll be giving you a peek behind the curtain on how I read the bible. I’ll share some of the tips and tricks I’ve used throughout the years that have helped me perceive what a passage is saying and how to apply it to my life. I hope it is a help and encouragement to you as you seek to read and study God’s word on your own. 

The first tip to reading the bible is simple… just read it! Read a passage of scripture. Then read the next passage of scripture and then the next.  Start one book of the bible. Read it chapter by chapter verse by verse until you get to the end of the book. Then read the next book of the bible and read it the same way. 

You will be amazed at how much you learn when you read through your bible. I have a Gideon New Testament with Psalms and Proverbs in it and I read through it about every 3 months. This helps keep all of God’s word fresh on my mind. Often when I am pressed for time, I will find a way to read more than I usually do. One time at youth camp, I read the entire New Testament (minus the gospels) in 5 days of an intense camp schedule. 

Write in your bible as you read. I’ve made several of my bibles into my own personal study bible. As I read one passage it will remind me of a different passage and so I will write in corresponding passages as I go along. Reading like this helps you get a big picture of what is going on. It provides context for understanding what may be going on in a given passage. 

For example, I am going to preach on Ephesians in the next few months so reading the New Testament this time around I was reminded of how the church at Ephesus had started under the Apostle Paul’s ministry recorded in the book of Acts. I was encouraged to see the link to his young protege Timothy. I noted that Jesus spoke to this church in Revelation. Knowledge of these other passages has helped me unpack and understand the book of Ephesians in a broader context.  When you read the bible like this you see how interconnected everything really is. I’ve been reading the bible for years and I still make connections I never have before. (Just this week I linked Psalm 80 with Jesus’ statement in John 15, “I am the vine, you are the branches, etc.”)

If you are scared to attempt reading the bible through… try just reading the New Testament. Don’t get me wrong, it is important to read the Old Testament, but if you are just starting out, the New Testament is smaller and is explicitly about Jesus, whereas the Old Testament is larger and foreshadows Jesus. 

Father, Your word is true and good. Give me great grace and wisdom in understanding your word as I read today. Help me to know you better through your word. Please reveal yourself to me as I read today. May you be glorified in my life. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Here are few resources to help you out in your reading”

Come Unto Me (Matthew 11:28-30)

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I have read in Plato and Cicero sayings that are wise and very beautiful; but I have never read in either of them: Come unto me all ye that labor and are heavy laden.

Augustine of Hippo

“Come to Me, all [you] who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. “Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. “For My yoke [is] easy and My burden is light.”

Matthew 11:28-30 NKJV

Jimmy, and his son, Davey, were playing in the ocean down in Mexico, while his family — his wife, daughters, parents, and a cousin — were on the beach. Suddenly, a rogue riptide swept Davey out to the sea. Immediately Jimmy started to do whatever he could to help Davey get back to the shore, but he, too, was soon swept away in the tide. He knew that in a few minutes, both he and Davey would drown. He tried to scream, but his family couldn’t hear him.

Jimmy’s a strong guy–an Olympic decathlete–but he was powerless in this situation. As he was carried along by the water, he had a single, chilling thought: My wife and my daughters are going to have to have a double funeral.

Meanwhile, his cousin, who understood something about the ocean, saw what was happening. He walked out into the water where he knew there was a sandbar. He had learned that if you try to fight a riptide, you will die. So, he walked to the sandbar, stood as close as he could get to Jimmy and Davey, and then he just lifted his hand up and said, “You come to me. You come to me.” (John Ortberg, in the sermon, The Way of Wisdom)

The Lord is so good to us. He knows that we were never made to do it in our own strength. We need Him! He doesn’t chide or criticize us for being weak and heavy-laden, He simply beckons us to come to Him!

Nobody sets out to get stressed and in over their head. There was one particular season of life that almost did me in. In a matter of a month, two of my mentors had passed away. Due to Covid issues, I didn’t feel like I could even go to their funerals. Our community was being hit hard by the virus and I had just done a couple of funerals for people I really knew well. I was cycling through my own grief, mourning the loss of friends, and it never seemed to let up. Then I got sick with the virus and had a really hard time with it.

The week I went into the hospital with Covid I felt like I was caught in the undertow of life. I needed to be in the hospital physically… I wasn’t pulling in enough oxygen and the doctor wasn’t so sure I’d make it… but to be honest I needed that hospital stay both emotionally and spiritually as well.

At the time I was fried. Sitting in an isolated room with very little contact with the outside world, with only my bible and a phone, was one of the biggest blessings in my life. There alone, I was able to come to Jesus for just me. Somewhere in it all I had been trying to carry everyone else’s burdens and I was burnt out. I just needed to come to Jesus.

The nurses noted a difference in my room around mid-week. They commented on how peaceful my room was compared to all the other rooms. I had made a commitment to only read the scripture, pray, listen to worship music and check in with a few folks via my phone each day. That rhythm brought me to a greater place of dependence on God. There were families that I would have liked to have been physically present for during their struggles, but I found through my isolation, a way to pray and really trust the Lord to provide (and he did!)

I hate that it took something so drastic to get me to see how frazzled I had become and to remind me to line up behind Jesus. The promises of Jesus are true and good! His yoke is easy and the burden is light. Today I am reminded that I cannot pull the burdens of life alone, but I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.

Father, Your word is true and good. I pray I never find myself so frazzled that I look forward to a hospital stay. Thank you for loving me enough to bid me to come to you. Thank you that you care for me enough to put your yoke on me. Thank you for the grace you show me in everyday life. I am grateful for your kindness and patience with me. I continue to be in awe of how you use even the hardest circumstances of my life to show me more of who you are and draw me closer to you. I pray that you will be glorified in my life. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Depending On God (Mark 12:41-44 Devotion)

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Now Jesus sat opposite the treasury and saw how the people put money into the treasury. And many [who were] rich put in much. 42 Then one poor widow came and threw in two mites, which make a quadrans. 43 So He called His disciples to [Himself] and said to them, “Assuredly, I say to you that this poor widow has put in more than all those who have given to the treasury; 44 “for they all put in out of their abundance, but she out of her poverty put in all that she had, her whole livelihood.”

– Mark 12:41-44 (NKJV)

There is a story that goes around about a chicken and a pig. One day they are walking along and they see a sad little boy who doesn’t have a breakfast and the chicken speaks up and says, “We can do something about that. Let’s get this boy some bacon and eggs!” The pig looks at the chicken and says, “do you know what you are saying? For you, that’s a small sacrifice, for me that’s a total commitment!”

When Jesus observes folks giving in the temple he notices that some of the wealthy men give a large amount of money, but it is out of an abundance or excess. They do so with recognition and in today’s world you might get a building named after you if you throw around a lot of money like they were. Then the widow, who doesn’t have much gives what amounts to a just a little bit…

Jesus sees the heart of those who gave. He notes that the wealthy men gave out of abundance. There lifestyle won’t change for all the money they have given. They will still have nice things at home and all the luxury that their wealth can afford because even though they have given a large sum of money, they are still wealthy…. The widow woman however gave out of her poverty. She gave her last little bit to the Lord trusting him to provide. Those small coins that she gave could have been used to buy food or another small necessity that she will miss out on now that she has given.

The widow who gave less money actually gave more than those who put in large donations. The difference wasn’t in the dollar amount but in the dependence amount. The woman was depending on God to provide for her. The rich men would still have their riches to count on. The widow gave sacrificially.

It is important to notice that God sees our hearts. We should all give generously and without compulsion but when give there will be times where we may give out of abundance and there will be times where like this widow, we give sacrificially. There have been times where I have skipped meals and taken the money out of my budget dedicated to meals in order to help someone in need or give money to missions. Every time I have been doubly blessed. I am blessed in the fasting and prayer that accompanies and empty stomach and I’ve been blessed to give to help an individual or a cause.

Father, We love you and want to grow in knowledge of you and your word. We are grateful for how you provide for us. We are thankful for the opportunities we have to give to show our dependence on you and our care for others through benevolence and ministry. We count ourselves blessed when we can give sacrificially. Let us not judge others by what we see and the math that makes sense on a spreadsheet, but help us love one another all the more for the math that takes into account the heart behind each attitude and action. Give us discernment as we apply your word to our lives. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Give to God the Things That are Made in His Image (Mark 12:13-17 Devotion)

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Then they sent to Him some of the Pharisees and the Herodians, to catch Him in [His] words. 14 When they had come, they said to Him, “Teacher, we know that You are true, and care about no one; for You do not regard the person of men, but teach the way of God in truth. Is it lawful to pay taxes to Caesar, or not? 15 “Shall we pay, or shall we not pay?” But He, knowing their hypocrisy, said to them, “Why do you test Me? Bring Me a denarius that I may see [it].” 16 So they brought [it]. And He said to them, “Whose image and inscription [is] this?” They said to Him, “Caesar’s.” 17 And Jesus answered and said to them, “Render to Caesar the things that are Caesar’s, and to God the things that are God’s.” And they marveled at Him.

– Mark 12:13-17 (NKJV)

This is another attempt at a “gotcha” moment with Jesus. These leaders are trying to trick him up in his words and so they ask him a question about taxes. They don’t really care about taxes. What they want to do is get Jesus on the record saying something that will get him in trouble either with the government or the people and so they ask him a simple “yes/no” type question. “Do we pay our taxes or not?”

The design is to trap Jesus. Like when I was in the 5th grade and someone asked me, “Have you told your mom that you wet the bed yet?” To answer a simple yes or no to this question would lead to endless hours of ridicule from my classmates for wetting the bed, even if I never wet the bed… It was a trick question.

So these leaders ask Jesus a trick question. A simple “Yes” or a “no” will give them all the ammunition they need. They just need to hear it from Jesus’ lips. But instead, Jesus gives them a different answer. One that goes deeper than the initial question they were asking. He refers to the image on the coin and says, “Give the things to Caesars that are Caesars.” That would have been profound on it’s own, but Jesus goes a step further and says to give to, “God the things that are Gods.”

Which makes you think. What has God’s image on it?… It’s you and me! People are made in the image of God (see Genesis 1:26)! We owe God more than taxes. We owe him our life, our breath, our everything! We were created by God and for his Glory!

This means that God doesn’t have a right to JUST a portion of my time, money, etc… He has a right to ALL of it! The portion we may give as a tithe or an offering is a representation of how we are stewarding the rest. The time we give on Sundays as a day of worship is a representation of how we steward the rest of the week.

So they asked about if they should pay their share of taxes and Jesus hit them back with a question not just about taxes, but how they spend the rest! We may owe the government a little, but we owe God everything. So if I’m stewarding the life he has given me, am I using it in a way that brings glory and honor for him?

Father, We love you and want to grow in knowledge of you and your word. We are grateful that you have blessed us with so many wonderful blessings in this life. I pray we never take your gifts for granted but that we would live whole and purposeful lives in bringing you honor and glory. Give us discernment as we apply your word to our lives. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Pride and Politics (Mark 11:27-33 Devotion)

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Then they came again to Jerusalem. And as He was walking in the temple, the chief priests, the scribes, and the elders came to Him. 28 And they said to Him, “By what authority are You doing these things? And who gave You this authority to do these things?” 29 But Jesus answered and said to them, “I also will ask you one question; then answer Me, and I will tell you by what authority I do these things: 30 “The baptism of John–was it from heaven or from men? Answer Me.” 31 And they reasoned among themselves, saying, “If we say, ‘From heaven,’ He will say, ‘Why then did you not believe him?’ 32 “But if we say, ‘From men’ “–they feared the people, for all counted John to have been a prophet indeed. 33 So they answered and said to Jesus, “We do not know.” And Jesus answered and said to them, “Neither will I tell you by what authority I do these things.”

– Mark 11:27-43 (NKJV)

There have been several times I’ve seen someone driving down the road in an extremely reckless manner and I’ve thought, “If I were a police officer I could pull you over and give you a ticket for what you are doing. You are driving recklessly!” The fact was that I couldn’t pull them over. Even if put lights on my car and somehow managed to compel someone speeding past me to pull over, I can’t issue them a ticket. I simply don’t have the authority. If I do put lights on my vehicle, dress up in a uniform, and pull people over I’d be guilty of a bigger issue, I’d be impersonating an officer. To act like I have authority when I don’t, is a big crime as well.

The religious leaders are trying to get Jesus to say one of two things. Either he doesn’t have the authority to turn over tables in the temple like he just did… or make him claim authority (that they can later challenge)… What is left unsaid in this dispute is that Jesus was in the right and they were in the wrong.

The religious leaders wanted to shift public opinion from being against them to being against Jesus. They don’t want to be seen as terrible people for profiting from, allowing, and encouraging the desecration of this portion of the temple, so they attempt to shift the charge to “this man has no authority here.” So Jesus handles these leaders exposing their fears. He poses a question back to them that causes them to sweat under fear of the pubic scrutiny.

They probably didn’t see it this way, but this was a grace. Jesus was allowing these men to see what was really ruling their heart… Pride and a thirst for political power. They didn’t really care about the worship of God. For them it had become a commercial enterprise long ago.

You know if we aren’t careful we can become like these religious leaders who were looking to challenge Jesus’ authority rather than addressing the things they had done wrong. Do we allow the bible to penetrate our hearts and lives or do we maintain secret sins and imagine that life is ok if we aren’t ever “called out” or “caught?” If someone else notices or not, our sins are still sins. When they are exposed we should deal with them before the Lord.

I wondered as I was reading this passage this morning, what might have happened had Jesus cleansed the temple and these leaders immediately recognized and repented of their sins? What if they had just owned their greed and dealt with it then? Perhaps Jesus’ question about John’s baptism was more than a riddle, but an appeal for real repentance like John had called for (Matthew 3:7-12).

Father, We love you and want to grow in knowledge of you and your word. We are grateful for your grace. We are grateful for the voices of accountability in our life the expose our hearts and help us see our need of repentance. Help us not to shy away from a loving stern rebuke, but welcome the voice of loving correction in our lives. Let us not be so worried about others that we lose sight of honoring you. Give us discernment as we apply your word to our lives. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Trusted Steward or Violent Thief (Mark 12:1-12 Devotion)

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Then He began to speak to them in parables: “A man planted a vineyard and set a hedge around [it], dug [a place for] the wine vat and built a tower. And he leased it to vinedressers and went into a far country. 2 “Now at vintage-time he sent a servant to the vinedressers, that he might receive some of the fruit of the vineyard from the vinedressers. 3 “And they took [him] and beat him and sent [him] away empty-handed. 4 “Again he sent them another servant, and at him they threw stones, wounded [him] in the head, and sent [him] away shamefully treated. 5 “And again he sent another, and him they killed; and many others, beating some and killing some. 6 “Therefore still having one son, his beloved, he also sent him to them last, saying, ‘They will respect my son.’ 7 “But those vinedressers said among themselves, ‘This is the heir. Come, let us kill him, and the inheritance will be ours.’ 8 “So they took him and killed [him] and cast [him] out of the vineyard. 9 “Therefore what will the owner of the vineyard do? He will come and destroy the vinedressers, and give the vineyard to others. 10 “Have you not even read this Scripture: ‘The stone which the builders rejected Has become the chief cornerstone. 11 This was the LORD’s doing, And it is marvelous in our eyes’? ” 12 And they sought to lay hands on Him, but feared the multitude, for they knew He had spoken the parable against them. So they left Him and went away.

– Mark 12:1-12 (NKJV)

Jesus continues to address the misuse of religious authority by those who are in power over the Jewish people. Jesus’ authority had been questioned by the religious leaders. The insinuation in this parable is that the religious leaders are unrighteous stewards. They didn’t want to honor God. They just wanted to use God’s name to gain power and authority for themselves. Furthermore they hardened their heart against God’s messengers and didn’t listen to what they had to say. Now these leaders had hardened their hearts against Jesus himself and because they had, judgement was coming.

In verse ten Jesus makes a statement about a cornerstone. He is quoting from Psalm 118. The meaning is that the leaders had rejected Him as the cornerstone (foundation and guideline) for their lives, but that even though he was rejected by them, He would still be the guideline by which their lives were judged.

Many people reject Jesus. Even seemingly Christian people can conduct life under a set of rules apart from a relationship with Christ. Jesus is the cornerstone of a believers life. The Holy Spirit is moving and working in each one of us to conform us to the image of Christ. To be confirmed to the image of Christ, we must accept God’s authority in our lives.

Father, We love you and want to grow in knowledge of you and your word. We are grateful for your word, let it be a lamp unto our feet and a light unto our path. We gladly submit our hearts to you. Let us live with confidence in your authority and benevolent good will. Let walk in humility. Please give us discernment as we apply your word to our lives. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Our Plans vs God’s Plans (Mark 10:35-40 Devotion)

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Then James and John, the sons of Zebedee, came to Him, saying, “Teacher, we want You to do for us whatever we ask.” 36 And He said to them, “What do you want Me to do for you?” 37 They said to Him, “Grant us that we may sit, one on Your right hand and the other on Your left, in Your glory.” 38 But Jesus said to them, “You do not know what you ask. Are you able to drink the cup that I drink, and be baptized with the baptism that I am baptized with?” 39 They said to Him, “We are able.” So Jesus said to them, “You will indeed drink the cup that I drink, and with the baptism I am baptized with you will be baptized; 40 “but to sit on My right hand and on My left is not Mine to give, but [it is for those] for whom it is prepared.”

– Mark 10:35-40 (NKJV)

I have an old journal somewhere where I have recorded some of my prayers from my late teens and early twenties. I read them from time to time with a little embarrassment. They are a good reflection of where I was, but they weren’t a good indicator of where I was going. Don’t get me wrong, I asked God for a lot of good things. One prayer sticks out, I had just met a young woman and she must have made an impression on me, because I asked God for his blessing on our “friendship” and went as far as to say that if he should bless it to become more of a “relationship” that would be fine with me.

Fortunately for me, God didn’t need my input, and there was a sweet girl just down the street who would fill that special role in my life of being my best friend and more. So much so, that I can’t imagine it any other way. I’m so glad that God had a better plan than I had. I was bold in my prayers, but I was a little off the mark. These things are better left in God’s hands. He knows what he is doing!

James and John were called the sons of thunder. They both had a strong personalities and they were fiercely loyal. They were among Jesus’ first disciples and they were there in special moments when many of the other disciples weren’t (Mount of Transfiguration). They caught a whiff of what Jesus was talking about. He was headed to Jerusalem to inaugurate his kingdom! I’m sure they heard something about death in there too, but they had already seen Jesus in all his glory! This is the part where they wanted to be next to him. They wanted to by his left and right hand guys. They wanted a seat at the big table… and they hadn’t quite learned the reoccurring lesson of “the first shall be last and the last shall be first,” yet.

They didn’t know what they were asking, but they knew what they wanted. They wanted to be with Jesus when all of the action went down. They had plans and they were trying to make sure their plans succeeded and so they thought if they called “first” on those coveted spots that they would be theirs. But that’s now how things work in the Kingdom of heaven. You don’t get to call it for yourself, your better off putting your head down in serving the least of these and trusting Jesus to sort it all out when it comes time.

Jesus asks them if they are prepared to face what he will face and they say they are. They will face persecution in their own lives. James will be the first apostle martyred for his faith and John will live the longest out of all the apostles. They would both suffer. They would be faithful witnesses till the end. They could trust God to determine the order of things.

Father, We love you and want to grow in knowledge of you and your word. We humbly trust you with our lives and our futures today. Guide our thoughts, deeds, and actions. Help us to learn this lesson of, “the fist shall be last and the last shall be first.” Give us grace to serve others in your name. Give us discernment as we apply your word to our lives. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Following Jesus Into Scary Places (Mark 10:32-34 Devotion)

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Now they were on the road, going up to Jerusalem, and Jesus was going before them; and they were amazed. And as they followed they were afraid. Then He took the twelve aside again and began to tell them the things that would happen to Him: 33 “Behold, we are going up to Jerusalem, and the Son of Man will be betrayed to the chief priests and to the scribes; and they will condemn Him to death and deliver Him to the Gentiles; 34 “and they will mock Him, and scourge Him, and spit on Him, and kill Him. And the third day He will rise again.”

– Mark 10:32-34 (NKJV)

When I was in my early 20’s I had the joy and privilege of speaking with an older pastor who was facing death. This man was well known and respected in the area and a few of my ministry friends and I had the opportunity to ask him questions. I didn’t know any really good questions to ask so I went with a simple one. I asked him that if he could share just one nugget of wisdom from all of his life, experience, etc. with a group of younger ministry students, what would it be? His answer still carries weight today in my life. He said that he would tell them, “God has often brought me to what I felt like was the edge of a cliff, but it was never to push me off, but always to show me a greater view of himself.”

I remembered that quote often. I thought of it during the week leading up to my open heart surgery. I’ve thought of it when faced with challenges of ministry, especially on days where by all my accounting, the future doesn’t seem so bright. It is often through the most challenging moments of faith in my own life that I can look back and see God working the clearest.

The disciples were following Jesus up to Jerusalem. By now that almost certainly meant persecution and Jesus was clear with them that he would be crucified. To their credit, the disciples followed Jesus all the way! They were afraid, but they followed.

We know the rest of the story beyond these verses. We know that some of the hardest days are ahead of the disciples. We know Jesus will be crucified just like he said AND he will rise three days later just like he said. It seems like Jesus lead them into a fearful situation, but it wasn’t for their destruction, it was for their good. It was for their own salvation. They would one day look back at this scary situation and be reminded again of God’s faithfulness and Christ’s love for them.

As I write this, I can’t help but have a few precious saints on my heart. I’ve got a few folks in my congregation who are facing their own mortality. They are dying. They and their families know they don’t have much time left. As I pray for them, I have often quoted the 23rd Psalm and am reminded that Jesus our Good Shepherd has gone before us through the valley of the Shadow of death. Sometimes we follow the Lord into places which cause us to be fearful, but we rest confidently knowing that he is faithful.

Father, We love you and want to grow in knowledge of you and your word. We are so grateful that you went to the cross to die for our sins and were raised again three days later. We can’t imagine how fearful this whole time must have been for the disciples. We are grateful for your patience and the care that you took to lead them. We are grateful that when you lead us through challenging and fearful places that you always do so with a purpose. We are grateful that it is your job to lead and ours to follow. Give us grace to follow well, especially through the challenging moments of life. Please give us discernment as we apply your word to our lives. In Jesus Name, Amen.